I promised you all a post.
I slacked off.
I'm sorry.
See, I occasionally hit a point in my year where I go all floppy. My laundry piles up, my dishes don't get done, and my emails go unanswered. I don't know why, or why it always kicks me when I think I'm doing so well.
Two weeks ago, I was okay. I made another skirt! I started my NaNo plottings in earnest! I helped clean the kitchen and bathroom! I babysat for eight hours! I was standing with one foot on a ridiculously oversized globe and a big lavender pirate-loli flag in hand, while Military Choirs sang the praises of industry and virtue, my hair blown by a breeze in ways that curly hair can't actually pull off. I was a goddamn champion! This was the kind of thing I needed to do!
And then, the morning came. And suddenly, I was all limp and lifeless, like somebody had seen my big old globe and taken a thumbtack to it. I lay in bed one morning and realized that I hadn't done shit in days. I don't know precisely when I'll be over it, but when I come back, hopefully, I'll have more to write about.
See you all soon.
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